Beggin’, Beggin’ you~

sometimes its just regret. other times. well, most of the time, i guess this is better.

and on the other side, things aren’t looking too good. just this gut feeling i get, coupled with a few happenings. despite what she says.. oh well. pray that things get better:D

And, i really really miss my secondary school friends. we had teachers’ day’s eve, but that was like, barely 4 hours? soo not enough man. and that wasn’t even all of you. oh well.

conflicting feelings here-.- k forget that shit, exams coming. gonna fucking ace it. too bad if you don’t. suck on it, asshole. hah:D

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Write her name in the sky

FUCKING COMPRO WASN’T DONE WITH ME BY WEDNESDAY. turns out the project got alot more to do than just the program itself. mother bitch waste all my time today. but, as of today. i can really say. that compro. is fucking history. fuck yeah. wow I’m blogging twice within a week. now that’s new(c’mon, even twice a month is rare!). Even if the second post is barely a paragraph long.

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EH KUTAH.

haven’t blogged for a reaallly long time. real real long time. since its early today, i figure i shall ,y’know, blog a lil’ more than a paragraph and there. haven’t actually mentioned anything about Poly so far. besides a few plans and all. oh well

Poly’s not as slack as many people think(at least what i thought). i mean, sure, it can’t compare to JC-tough, but its enough that i can’t actually slack my arse off. i mean, its flexible and all. really. like i can choose which lectures and tuts i wanna go for(as long as i manage 80% attendance), and i decide whether or not i listen in class. and whether or not i do assignments. but in its own way its stressful, cuz like EVERYTHING. is going to affect my GPA at the end of the day. so i really can’t afford a screw-up ANYWHERE.

well. that aside, i’ve been doing well so far. All As, i think. yeah. good. and friends there are awesome.! haha i mean, they’re my first real guy friends. (LOL) i mean seriously. them aside, the closest guy friend i have would be shengyong. and we aren’t that close at all(i’m not including my brother here). so. well. yeah. except. we don’t really hang out beyond school. except for Chia. haha. we’re owning. like sex only. hahaha okay wdv, YOU ALL DON’T NEED TO KNOW. at least it doesn’t have to be on wordpress. haha. thing is. there’s this OTHER guy. okay i shan’t talk about it here. scared he see. hahaha. but it had to be the left or the right. it just HAD to. lolll. butt of jokes man(Y)

first presentation today. i mean, sure we’ve had some small ones. but this one’s pretty big….. OH WAIT. BEFORE I GO THERE, FUCK IDEA JUMPSTART, FUCK YOU, YOU, AND A LIL’ BIT OF YOU AS WELL. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUZ I’M NEVER SEEING YOU AGAIN. FUCK YOU BECAUSE. YOU. CAN. FUCKING. KISS. MY. ARSE. alright. just had to let that out. fucking IJ screwed up one day of my life. i mean seriously, it was the worst fucking day in poly. imagine group work. in a group of four. but doing it alone. and if that’s not bad enough, they help when i ask them to. but they fuck the project up. i mean seriously, i’m better off doing it alone. should’ve given myself a red fucking card. well, supposedly that’s the same as giving all three of them red cards, right? okay. enough about that. fucking makes my blood boil. not cool. not cool to keep it in memory. so fuck off.

O.K. nice. well. that was just. that. back to presentation. its for this module called FAT (fundamentals of aerospace tech) and we’re like supposed to present everything about our plane. (ours was F-15). well. so its a 5 man group. total presentation time 25 mins. and we basically fucked it up. 30%. ok. i guess i’ll be fine, cuz i did most of the presenting. together with Chia. but the other three. i’m quite afraid of how they’ll do.:/ i mean. okay. honestly, they didn’t really put in much effort. so they’re slides were like NOT ENOUGH AT ALL. and i went to add some stuff in for them luh. but.. sadly. me and Chia were late. (he crashed my place the night before.) so. yeah:/ oh well. its over, and i guess i gained a fucking lot out of it. i’d say i know quite a bit about the F-15 now. QUITE A BIT. wow. yeah, and, just to add. getting info about the F-15 was not easy at all. its a military aircraft predicted to be very useful to (at least) the USAF(USA air force) till 2025, WHY THE FUCK WILL INFO ON IT BE EASY TO FIND. i mean, those groups who did commercial planes probably could find their info more easily. PROBABLY. i’m just saying.(:

so that was today. Compro test tmr. not that its gonna be hard, in fact, i think its gonna be a breeze. well. but compro is an irritating subject (compro is short for computer programming, btw). its simple C code, but its bad enough. (people in IT, i feel for you. trust me, i do.) its not hard, just TEDIOUS. as tedious as having to spell tedious for money. (c’mon, the BEST you’re gonna get is 5cents(i’m being generous here) for every time you spell it.) well. it ends tomorrow. never EVER gonna have to touch it again after that. i PRAY.

well. i’m happy with this. i think i’m gonna go do…. STUFF. hahaha YOU’RE NOT GONNA KNOW:P so, that’s it. blog again when i feel like.

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Take a look, and you can tell i’m destined for greatness

Life’s been a rollercoaster this week. some ups and most downs:/ haha but at the moment i’m happy. REAL happy:D

HEHHH. life’s getting to me. SHIT’s getting to me. and I don’t like it UH DUHH-.-

this place is sooooo dead. HAHA. not that i really give a damn, but stilll-.- HAHA.

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Missed my chance.

haiii. should have gone JC then appealed to Poly lah. go make new friends and keep away from boredom and all.

last post at feb 16th. haha. but my life’s been so boring, nothing to blog abt. and obviously nothing to rant abt. idk. i wanna get a toshiba lappie. mine’s screwing up big time. HUGE time. ass.

MW2 completion: 94%. nice uh :) damn shiok ah th game. hypes me up.

moving hse sooon. haha. and i can’t wait sia. moving to HDB and Condo. haha. nt bad right, got 2 hses. best thing: 50m apart, and an exit smack btw them. wonderrfulll :) hopefully move before poly starts. yay.

then move and gotta think of how to paint th walls. i mean, th painters are doing it all white, then i’ll see what i want to add. hahaha. no idea what i’m gonna do yet, though. but i know i’m not gonna use acrylics. ITS STICKY MANZ. YUCK.

This Is Home

haven’t blogged in a really really really long time. really really long. hahaha. past few days playing age like hahaha-crazy with homie-Roshan.

but then i don’t know- arh.

CNY. totally overshadowed v-day. haha

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Aftermath

Just moved in with me Homie: Roshan. haha gonna be a hell of a time when he finishes his exams in 3 days:D we gonna party like rockstars! hahah lol wth. its a long story how this whole thing goes, so if you don’t wanna heard abt it, skip the next paragraph.

A year ago or smth like that, we bought a HDB apartment under mum’s name. Then we’ve got a friend from church(whos’s become our pastor) who used to stay in hostel(i think) he was in Singapore Bible College. so then he had nowhere to stay after that, so we kinda rented the HDB to him and his family who moved over to Sg too. oh they’re from India, Chennai. yes, so the thing is, HDB doesn’t allow us to rent out the place. we’ve to stay here. so we’ve kinda ignored that for quite a while. So then, Pastor’s nephew(Roshan) came over to SG to study, and he’s staying here too. haha. So, now, i’m staying here:DD hahaha.

haha, Roshan’s 2 cousins here: Jayden and Yaira(crap idk how to spell) well they’re awfully fun to play with! haha oh and they’re 3 and 1 years old, respectively. HAHA! Roshan has school currently, so my days are kinda boring, but his holidays’ gonna start soon too! wheeeee. and i’m starting work tmr. like, wth. haha. still gonna be fun. gonna do up this house till its freaking pretty:D gonna be perfect here. nice:D except the toilet. idk how to go about doing that. haha. ohwell. we’ll see:D new wall(s) to draw on, and they’re gonna be without all the flaws of the previous wall. hahahaha! alright, super excited now.

Got my PS3, but its kinda pathetic, only 1 game now=.= haha ITS ALRIGHT! CNY coming, gonna buy more games with that. nice:D

Life’s cool an’ awesome when you’re me.

all my friends hv started school now. well, almost all:D haha. its super great that i’ve moved in with Roshan here. otherwise the next 2 and a half months ‘re gonna be a hell of a bore. ohwell. gotta find dates to catch up with JC friends before we drift apart. Don’t ever wanna forget all of you:D

I know, sometimes, it’s gonna rain.

Alright. gonna be a long, boring, wordy post.

Going to poly. final. N65. that’s ngee ann, areospace technology.

planning on taking up SAF scholarship. yes, i know, i don’t need SAF. SAF needs me. (HAHA)

yeah. scholarship(actually they call it sponsorship) covers my school fees + $800 to $1000 per month while studying + up t $1200 incentive per month if i do well. Not bad. Bond of 6 years, which includes NS.

If i do very well, i may get sponsorship for Uni too, then i may be able to go uni after NS, but then i’ll have an added 4 to 6 years of bond. If it goes this way, i’ll be about 30 before i’m free of my bonds.

Alternatively, i can go for a part time degree while fulfilling my bond. Well, my starting pay is gonna be above 1.8k per month. nice. haha. actually, RSAF pay isn’t really all that good. it’ll be like, even better if i’m in Rolls Royce or smth. (private companies). Or, i could go to the private companies AFTER my bond. which is not a bad idea either, Since it guarantees my career as soon as i get out of education (which is really good).

On the other hand, i really wanna go to Adelaide University. Cuz then i get exemption of 2 years from the full time degree course due to my NP dip. haha. nice eh. Well, I think i’m going for the SAF thinggy, then after that see how things go based on my GPA. btw, its gonna cost me $45 k if i breach the contract. craaapp..

Oh well, i guess the bond isn’t a bad thing, right. its relevant working experience! with good pay! haha. why not, right. PLUS, working for RSAF gives me all the benefits of being a civil servant. wonderful. and then maybe later i can change to work for some private company that will pay me even more:D haha. all the way till i retire.

wow. that’s my whole life planned out in front of me. shittt. that just makes this descision like, UBER important.

sigh. will think about the sponsorship for a while more. i personally think its a good idea.

and then. I’m getting increasingly depressed when i think about how everyone close will be going to JC and i’m going to Poly. feels really crappy. well. what to do, it’s gotta rain now and then. beyond what the umbrella of joy can ward off. Shan’t think about it anymore. Never forget. Never.

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Call To Arms

teehee 8 pts L1R5!

yet, (i know this is anal) but i’m disappointed. chem and phys got A2. totally not up to expectations.. sian. I could’ve gotten 6 pts! ARH. man, forget it.

well, now what. I’m leaning on to Poly. people are telling me MANY different things. soooooo confusing. rar forget abt it. things will choose their own paths.

went to swensen’s with Charis Tricia Teri SY. had Ice cream Buffet. haha. can’t really eat that much ice cream. it’s quite, umm. one gets sick of it quickly.  haha:D WELL, i guess its gonna be quite some time before i see AHS peeps all together again, don’t even know if it’ll even happen. man. sucks. shit. That suddenly hit me. man. bahhhh forget it. it’ll just make me sad.

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